Staying busy

so..its been one week. keeping myself busy! when you have 3 kids there is No down time! the only down time you have is when you decide to not do something on the list. my list is never ending! i always have too much to do with the kids. mike being gone is forcing me to finish my list daily. kinda nice. on m-w-f while Michaela's at school i do my morning walk at beachwood. do my grocery shopping and before you know it I'm picking Michaela up. trying to find a walking partner!! i cant wait, soon it will be spring! I'm shopping for a new double jogging stroller, i think im on my 5th or 6th stroller. I've been sewing lately, i made the cutest burp towels for my friend Nicole. they came out really cute! I'm hoping this process goes quicker and smoother. i can handle being around my family, going out and about but its at night when i don't have a chest to lay my head on , no one to answer my stupid questions or have a "i love you too" reply. the one thing i have learned so far in my 81/2 years of marriage to mike, it does get more comfortable but the closer we get i fall more in love with him. we have really become good friends over the past 2 years. when you first get married you haven't reached your peak of greatness, i believe you develop it over time. i am so thankful God has gave me the Man God wants for me.

we cant talk on the bus love you, call you as soon as i can.

this is the text received from mike that made it really real to me. i don't know when my first call will come so therefor the phone is attached to me. i miss him soo much right now and had to settle michaela down from her first "i miss daddy" crying episode. we both cried. I've cried a lot, but after a long morning of running around i came home to a package...he sent me flowers! it really made my day. their sitting in my room so i can stare at them!!! i cant wait to thank him for them!! so far this has been really hard. im not use to so many cold spots in bed.