we cant talk on the bus love you, call you as soon as i can.

this is the text received from mike that made it really real to me. i don't know when my first call will come so therefor the phone is attached to me. i miss him soo much right now and had to settle michaela down from her first "i miss daddy" crying episode. we both cried. I've cried a lot, but after a long morning of running around i came home to a package...he sent me flowers! it really made my day. their sitting in my room so i can stare at them!!! i cant wait to thank him for them!! so far this has been really hard. im not use to so many cold spots in bed.